Main kuch bhi kahan chahta hoon…??

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Har khushi se dur, har gham ke karib main rehna chahta hoon,
Bas ek apne aap mein, aur dusre tanhai mein main rehna chahta hoon.

Na pyaar ka ehsas ho kabhi, ki ilzamon se ghir jaoon nahin,
Is se pehle ki koi saza de, khud hi ko saza main dena chhta hoon.

Gar koi gunah hua ho kabhi mujhse, shayad isliye,
Mulzim kehlane se pehle, khud ko mujrim karar main karna chahta hoon.

Yeh fizul ke yaarane, be-matlab ranjishein aur katl-e-armaan,
Na vaadon ka ehsaan, na ummidon ka udhar main lena chahta hoon.

Vo pyaar ki baatein, doston ki guft-a-goo aur hasne-hasane ki mehfilein,
Ab choodo ye baatein, bas ghame-e-tanhai mein mast main to rehna chahta hoon.

Mere bhitar jhaank kar, dabi-chhipi aawaz na sunle koi,
Har baat na sunle koi, jaane kisse kya main kehna chahta hoon.

Toofan se kaun darta hai aye khuda, lekin,
Maujo mein bhi to kahan main behna chahta toon.

Ghazal ye marham hoti jo, dard-e-dil ka har ghav bhar jata,
Ab iske siva kya kahoon, ki sirf dard main sehna chahta hoon.

Kuch aisa kar loon ki, zamaanaa yaad rakkhe mujhko,
Fir aye maalik, bas teri god mein main sona chahta hoon.

Har sham yaad hai sharaab-wali, doston-dushmano ke sath-wali,
Bohot hua auron ke sath be-wajah ab to, bas khud hi pina, khud hi ko main pilaana chahta hoon.

Khushi, main chahoon na chahoon, ummidon ko dafan bhi kar dun gar,
dard-e-talab bujh jati hai kaise, kambakht kuch bhi kahan main bujhana chahta hoon.

Wajood-e-khushi-e-hayaat dhoondte hue, abroo-e-imaan-e-chain kho baithe,
ab likhte nahi to kya karte, kisiki humdardi bhari nigaah kahaan main paana chahta hoon.

Koi naam puchhe to, malum nahi kehna,
Nahin kisiko gumrah, main karma chahta hoon.

Bayan-e-haal-e-dil hai ye faqat, nahin tumse mukabla-e-shor, aye GHALIB,
Gustakhi zarur hai, lekin Kahan kisise yaari ya dushmani, ab main karna chahta hoon.

Posted in Aaina. 20 Comments »

20 Responses to “Main kuch bhi kahan chahta hoon…??”

  1. Rajesh Says:

    Just a growing up new writer – hey! What a great write up. It seems that u have seen many ups and downs on earth in your life. Main kuchh bhi kahan chahta hoon, are yaar kyon kuchh bhi kahan chahte ho?
    abhi to tumhe bahot aage jana hai aur abhi se sab cheejon se moonh mod rahe ho? kyon aisa.

  2. Viral Trivedi Says:

    Dad,

    Many Thanks for the appreciation, but a writer is not confined to think in one direction. He is driven by imagination. These imaginations can contain thoughts reflecting his ownself or they are just hypothetically visioned… There isn’t good amount of reality but simply the power to imagine, at times, that comes out as a written work. So, you never know!

  3. Vikita bhatt Says:

    hey that ghazal is really good , u seriously are a good writer keep it up….

  4. Viral Trivedi Says:

    Vikita,

    Whole-hearted thanks for your positive reception! Do keep visiting…

  5. Sameer Says:

    Kya baat hai miya… humto shayar ho gaye, ha?

    Jokes apart…. Too good man! I can feel the condition of heart for one to write such words of discontent…

    Stay jovial though!

  6. Viral Trivedi Says:

    Sameer,

    Thanks for the comments.

    And you too stay good!

    … Peace!

  7. arzoo Says:

    janaab, itne gehre alfaaz thik nahi
    dunya ke saamne pesh karne mein
    dard ka pata dete hai ye
    log to vaise bhi haath mein
    namak liye ghoomte hai.

    Main dua karti hoon inshallah, ki ye shayari aapke dilki awaaz na ho, sirf dimaag pe daale hue zor ka aapki sochne ki kaabiliyat se rubaroo mila hua anjaam ho.

    I hope all this is just imagination and if it is so, what a creative piece of imagination produced!

    (by the way, I was just randomly surfing through blogs searching for some hindi content like this… I’m not sure to visit back again but just wanted to tell you that, you’ve got a wonderful blog here)

    Aadab.

  8. Viral Trivedi Says:

    Arzoo,

    Thanks for chancing upon my blog and I’m glad you liked my work. Further, lets not check upon whether what’s written is sheer imagination or in relation to reality… Anyways, thanks for commenting too… Do visit back if in case… I’ld be happy to welcome you.

    Best Regards.

  9. anuja Says:

    Viral,
    you’ve brilliantly voiced your inner feelings… A great display of art… in form of words!
    carry on buddy.

  10. Viral Trivedi Says:

    Thanks Anuja…

    Have you been here before?

  11. Nova Says:

    Hey Viral,

    तुम्हारी इस नज़्म के बारे मे क्या कहूँ, समझ नही पा रही… सिर्फ़ इतना बयाँ करना चाहूँगी की कई दिनों बाद कुछ पढ़ के आँसू छलक आए. इस नज़्म में इतनी कशिश है, की दिल की कई तारों को झकझोर के चली गयी…

  12. Nova Says:

    For u, in hindi🙂

    हर खुशी से दूर, हर गम के क़रीब मैं रहना चाहता हूँ,
    बस एक अपने आप में, और दूसरे तनहाई में मैं रहना चाहता हूँ!

    न प्यार का एहसास हो कभी, कि इल्जामों से घिर जाऊँ नहीं,
    इस से पहले कि कोई सज़ा दे, ख़ुद ही को सज़ा मैं देना चाहता हूँ!

    ग़र कोई गुनाह हुआ हो कभी मुझसे, शायद इसीलिये,
    मुल्ज़िम कहलाने से पहले, ख़ुद को मुजरिम करार मैं करना चाहता हूँ!

    ये फ़िज़ूल के याराने, बे-मतलब रंजिशें और क़त्ल-ऐ-अरमाँ,
    न वादों का एहसान, ना उम्मीदों का उधार मैं लेना चाहता हूँ!

    वो प्यार की बातें, दोस्तों की गुफ्तगू और हँसने-हँसाने की महफ़िलें,
    अब छोड़ो ये बातें, बस गम-ऐ-तनहाई में मस्त मैं तो रहना चाहता हूँ!

    मेरे भीतर झाँक कर दबी-छिपी आवाज़ न सुन ले कोई,
    हर बात न सुन ले कोई, जाने किससे क्या मैं कहना चाहता हूँ!

    तूफ़ान से कौन डरता है, ऐ ख़ुदा, लेकिन,
    मौजों मे भी तो कहाँ मैं बहना चाहता हूँ!

    ग़ज़ल ये मरहम होती जो, दर्द-ऐ-दिल का हर घाव भर जाता,
    अब इसके सिवा क्या कहूं, कि सिर्फ़ दर्द मैं सहना चाहता हूँ!

    कुछ ऐसा कर लूँ कि ज़माना याद रखे मुझ को,
    फ़िर ऐ मालिक, बस तेरी गोद मे मैं सोना चाहता हूँ!

    हर शाम याद आती है शराब-वाली, दोस्तों-दुश्मनों के साथ वाली,
    बहुत हुआ औरों के साथ बे-वजह अब तो, बस ख़ुद ही पीना, ख़ुद ही को मैं पिलाना चाहता हूँ!

    ख़ुशी, मैं चाहूँ न चाहूँ, उम्मीदों को दफ़न भी कर दूँ ग़र,
    दर्द-ऐ-तलब बुझ जाती है जैसे, कमबख्त कुछ भी कहाँ मैं बुझाना चाहता हूँ!

    वजूद-ऐ-ख़ुशी-ऐ-हयात ढूँढते हुए, आबरू-ऐ-ईमान-ऐ-चैन खो बैठे,
    अब लिखते नहीं तो क्या करते, किसी कि हमदर्दी भरी निगाह कहाँ मैं पाना चाहता हूँ!

    कोई नाम पूछे तो मालूम नही कहना,
    नहीं किसी को गुमराह, मैं करना चाहता हूँ!

    बयाँ-ऐ-हाल-ऐ-दिल है ये फ़कत, नहीं तुमसे मुकाबला-ऐ-शोर, ऐ गालिब,
    गुस्ताखी ज़रुर है, लेकिन कहाँ यारी या दुश्मनी, अब मैं करना चाहता हूँ!

  13. Viral Trivedi Says:

    A zillion Thanks, Nova.

    Humara iraada aap ki aankhe bharne ka bilkul nahi tha. But, aapne jo kaha usko main taarif nahi kahunga, uske liye ye kahunga…

    Soch, baatein, sab shayar ki khwabo-khayali hai,
    Padh to har koi leta hai, samajhnewalo ke paas waqt kahan,
    Ek kami hai to bas kisi uski jo dil ki awaaz sune,
    Aur palat kar jawaab de,
    Shayari ke daftar mein logon ki kami nahi,
    Vaise tarif karnewale bohot hai yahan !!

    Aadab!

  14. Viral Trivedi Says:

    Nova, I’m flattered with your aid… Wholehearted thanks for the wonderful hindi libretto.

  15. Nova Says:

    Waah waah🙂

    Yes I am from Nirma Institute… Engg

  16. Viral Trivedi Says:

    I see. Was just asking that as the Principal of Pharmacy there happens to be a cousin sister o’ mine – Mrs. Avani Amin.

    Anyways, I dunno, whether you’re studying there or into the faculty?

  17. Somnath Says:

    It was lovely knowing your thoughts. I don’t really know more about you but you seem to be someone who is into meditation. If you are not, then you should get into it. The depth of your feeling can lead a person like you to the beautiful world of your inner being via meditation. If you have not embarked on your inner journey, I invite you to taste the test of inner world……….except meditation, everything is nothing more than a lollypop……BTW, can you please tell me the source of the music running while I was browsing your page?….you are a nice soul, may HE bless you……..

  18. Viral Trivedi Says:

    Somnath,

    Many Thanks for your kind comments. I really appreciate your way of comprehending, it was good to learn, indeed! But, no I’m not into meditating. I havn’t given a thought to it either. However, thanks for spreading the air. Anyways, here’s your link to the source of this music…

    http://sonific.com/gateway/artist/17148?album_id=20780&song_id=20782

    I’m glad you appreciated my words. Do visit back and stay in touch… Keep commenting too!

    … Peace!

  19. Shiwani Says:

    Bro, after all that, i must say… that so many appreciations here are profound and not yet enough to describe the goodness of your work, nonetheless… thanks for bringin a lot of self realisation to a lot of lost souls here, including me… cheers to YOU… and cheers to your WORK!!!

  20. Viral Trivedi Says:

    Shiwudi, how’s you? It’s been quite a long time that you gave me a chance to welcome you back here. Howdy!

    And thanks for your words, dee!

    Stay tuned sis.


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